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Have you ever felt confused in getting what you want but in the end you feel as though it wasn't meant for you? That is how I feel and I can't get it out of my head. It's ironic and stupid at the same time that I don't feel satisfied that I pass. I feel as though I should fail instead... and that has made me confused the whole day after I went through my clinical practical this morning.
From the beginning of it, I was fumbling and nervous. I made quite a few mistakes which should be taken seriously but I passed it all! I cannot understand what made me pass this practical! I know that you guys think that I'm crazy of not being happy that I made it through the practical. However, there is this tiny voice inside of me that keeps on bickering that I should have failed... and it is true in a way....
Whatever! I should feel happy that I did it though. I don't know what made me cry just now but I'm going to do my best and try to brush up on my mistakes. As the saying always says: Learn from your mistakes and you'll be successful! |
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